~MagicPen

SO, i rather think it's about time i updated this thing...where to start....

WELL, My dog ran away a the begining of this month. We've had him for 12 years. You see, everyone in the house was sick with a stomache bug that particular day, so, we were all out of it. My mom let him out and fell asleep...by the time any one was in their right mind long enough to notice it was pouring outside he was already gone. My mom feels horrible. I feel horrible. Everyone feels horrible. We spent day and night for 3 days looking for him...keeping the gate open for him...he never came back though. We put up some signs but we've pretty much given up hope. I miss him so much. I got bit by a flea today and i wanted to cry. We threw away all his stuff too... he was the best dog anyone could have EVER asked for, i'm not just saying that because he belonged to me, he was so loyal and sweet NEVER misbehaved, loved to love on people and loved to be loved on BY people...never barked or growled...he had beautiful, shiney, soft fur...chased things out of the yard ^_^ Largo was the greatest...

ON a lighter note..albeit a bitter sweet one..brittany MY BFF has moved in with us, but she's being separated from her family..they're moving to japan and she's staying here for college...Britt, when/if you real this I know when you get home today you're probably not going to want to talk much, but know that i love you and you're always in my heart...i know how you feel, in a way, i really do because jason is going to Italy in 5 days..i just want you to know that everything will be ok...i know how much you'll miss lauren and you're dad and i hope i can find a way to make you feel better...

OH YES, My B/F has finished A-school and is now going to be stationed in ITALY...awesome right...in a way yes but on the other hand he'll be so far away...him coming back just made me realize how much i really do love him...i'm glad he's doing this though....in the bottom of my heart i'm really glad...i just have to remember that...

AND i'm one more major test away from getting my GED and going to college WOOHOOO....=_=...*is lame*
anyways that's all i have for anyone who bothers to read this lol...love, peace, and hair grease....

*FORGIVe ANY PUNCTUATION/GRAMATICAL ERRORS...i does not feel like correctin'*